Going to the church and were gonna get married :D

11-11-11

That is the day I will marry my best friend. Its strange, but I heard a preacher the otehr day speaking on marriage. He said one of the reasons, he thinks marriages fail is that in deciding on marriage people don't think past the wedding. They kind of forget that they will be going home to a new home and living with another person. Ever since I realized I wanted to spend the rest of my life with Jason that was all I could think about. When I would wake up in the morning I would smile and think that one day I would wake up with him beside me. When I get my coffee in the morning I think about how he likes his cup half full so that it can cool off so he can gulp it instead of sip it. When I leave for work I think one day I will be kissing him goodbye as I head out the door and when I drive home I think about the day when I will be coming home to him.

It's Been A While....

Yup...it has been a while since I have been on my ever changing blog lol.

I was thinking about how random my blog was and thinking if I wanted to get rid of it or pick a topic to stick with. Then I thought about how random I really am so that a random ever changing blog is perfect for me.

New stuff with me. I hit a bumb with nursing school. I failed one of my classes after doing everything I could to pass I fell short 4 points :( Instead of feeling deffeated I have decided to take some time off and think about if I really do want to go into nursing. Work to me has always been about helping others. Losing my grandmother was really hard, the hardest part was how we lost her. She battled cancer for three years and basically withered away before our eyes. In my small part of helping take care of her it inforced my belief that there is no other job better then helping others. I always saw myself going into the hospice car. We all come to a point where we are going to die and I think giving comfort to those near death is a hard, but wonderful job to have.

However right now I am taking time off from school. I have been going to school for about 16 years now so the break is good. This is my first summer off since I started college too. So what I have done with it so far is spend time with the friends I can. Most of my friends are away at school or working or something or another so it is important to me to hang out with who I can when I can because you never know where you will be in a few years.

I got a job. I spend the school year days subbing, but I can't sub over the summer. I help with the backroom at walmart. Not my first choice, but surprisingly I have a lot of fun with it. I work with an interesting group of people and that makes it all the better.

I am finding time to take pictures again. I was able to do engagment pictures for a college friend and senior pictures for my cousin. Click the link at the top of my blog to check them out on my facebook page. Congratulations Hannah and Luke I hope you have many happy years together. Haley, I can't believe you're a senior! I know I have said it before, but I will say it again. You will always be that little 6yr old who called me almost every day to go to Granny's to play with you, to me. I love you and I am so proud of the young woman you are becoming.

I cannot believe this year is almost gone. I hope to find more time to blog. I have never been good at diaries or journals so in a way this is like a mini journal to me. Hope you enjoy the reads.